Memories

I met her, and immediately i questioned why you left her. but then i realized that maybe it was her that left you, and that is why you are broken. But if someone like her left you what could you have done to hurt her? I am still debating if i like you or not and honestly I think I don't. Because if anyone deserves your love it is her. It was enchanting to meet you, and although I love your eyes and your silly ways I know you will never look at me the same way. Because i remember seeing you smile at her and for just one second you gave me the same look. I know that look was you high, despite what you tell me everyone knows it was nothing. And i hope that one day it will just be something to me too. But until now i will have to bite my tongue and forget it all.