3:49 am thoughts.

I wish we were like pieces of a puzzle so that we would fit together. Before it would be me fighting the magnetism, but now it's me wanting the magnetism. We are too much alike in different ways. And I wish I could change that. I wish I felt something that I thought I felt. But my heart does not swell like before and the days don't seem too bright. And I rather stay in my river of never ending sorrow than stay in a pool of alright. Because atleast I know that my river of sorrow will lead to my sea of wonders. Atleast I know that I can swim towards the end or let the current take me there. And I do know that it is a ride I will enjoy alone. So with that I leave you, just know that you will leave a mark in my life. That you will be an amazing chapter in this great big book that is called my life.