I guess its a great thing that i didn't go because i heard it was small and very uncomfortable. But whatever honestly i'm thankful i spent the latter of my afternoon with m parents i learned a lot from them, and the internet. Even though i might have reached a new low with my worries that seem to consume more and more every time my head brings them up. But luckily i had Turnip with me, Turnip is a friend I've had for about a year but I've never gotten close to her  until about a week ago. And i'm grateful  shes by my side. I call her Turnip because she insisted that i give her a  pseudonym, but anyways she helped me realized that i shouldn't let this rule my life. That i need to grow and focus on myself for a while. And for that i thank her.