I Hit Rewind.

Last night something flooded my dreams, it was conflicting, it was my memories of you. I woke up in tears conflicted if it was a painful memory of a vivid nightmare. I saw you. You were holding me like that time you surprised me at Wendy's house and you hugged me and told me you cared. After you pulled me up to dance, i told you there was no music, then you told me i wasn't listening hard enough. At the park we broke off from the group, and there sitting next to you, we kissed for the first time. That was June 4, 2011.
Then after quick flashes of us at the pool, and having fun not caring if we looked silly or crazy. I saw all the times we laughed together, and all the times we said we loved each other. Then i saw all the times i struggled and all the times you gave up. Then i realized that i loved you more than you would ever know. And now you have shut me out we talk once in a blue moon, you swear i'm important to you, and that i'm close to your heart, but yet you still go off and give me the cold shoulder. You know what? Fine don't acknowledge me, i'll never tell say how i really feel about you. but i'll let you know that you are making July 12, 2012 seem like nothing anymore. And now i'm slowly brushing it off, like if September 14, 2014 was just a broken promise, but its okay, SO FORGET YOU.