I've known you for 4 years. And next May it would have been four years. I still remember it all you know? Those first two years. I know that near the ending it was horrible and we both hated it, we both hated each other. 

Remember when I told you I will love you more than you will ever know? Ha, I remember when you told me you loved me. Well if I remember correctly you asked me out because you thought you loved me. Funny right? Hahahaha but I guess that's in the bast now. You have moved on and all I have is memories. Fuck, I don't even think I miss you. I just miss the memories. I miss not being alone. I miss being cared for. I miss the good morning texts. I miss falling asleep on someone. But most of all I miss being missed. I'm not sure how I got here but I don't like it. And if 3 years ago you would have told me I would end up like this I wouldn't have believed you. I thought we were gonna last, I was able to see the rest of my life with you. It seems so funny now, I was a young and naive girl. If I could I would keep myself from falling for you because that was my biggest mistake.