There is only so many times I can pretend everything is okay. Only so many times before I truly break. I can't handle this anymore. You say your a monster but I see you in there. You are begging for help, but I don't know how to reach you. What if I just push you even farther in? I can't do that, it might kill us. I can't do that I love you too much. And I can't risk it. I'll forgive you but I won't forget. And I'll help you stay afloat. But I don't know how we will get there.